♡You and My memories♡

Hello to all my readers(if only there readers)♡ This is my first post and might be a post that full of my emotional messages to my ex-boyfriend that i used to be close with and right now all just ended like this.

Thanks you for giving me all your attention from the past till the day we break, i know i might not be perfect girlfriend in your eyes.. But you willing to accept all the past i have and all the stuff that my mom did for you♡ I am ready to share out, how our relationship started and ended.. Our memories hopefully didn't die after this break up.

Remember the first day that i actually followed you on twitter and you followed me back, actually i wanted to chat with you but i doesn't have the guts. Many weeks passed, you start private message me on twitter out of sudden. When i saw your messages, i am really happy and i can't believe that my eyes candy + crush actually messaged me♡
Our texts really like couple, but when the day i know that you have girlfriend.. i nearly cried so loudly in my own room... that hurt to know that you have a girlfriend:( I feel like i am just third party that time but i didn't know that you actually have feelings on me. thanks for telling me that you have feeling on me..♡ 

Our relationship started after that night you confess to me♡ I really can't stop texting with you from day and night, you are the one that actually fixed my heart. Can you believe that, i actually wish to get your messages everyday and almost every seconds. But i can understand how busy are you... So i would wait but sometimes.. over thinks killed :(

Day by day passed, we getting closer and closer. Starting to fall for you deeper and deeper, i couldn't believe that you are the boy i really wish to be together forever and never end. i understand that, we might be from 2 different world but you willing accept me so i decided to change to more perfect and sweet for you... But out off sudden you leave...

After the day you left me, i am really being restless and i feel that the whole world ended.. Can you come back to my side, and fill up the hole...? i really wish that i could have you again.. i promise you.. i would be better then before.... i am thick skin.. i know.. cause i too love you.. what can i do?...